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9. Wednesday, very late, I made a list... It's What I Do When I'm overwhelmed
Post No. 9 June Oakcrest ·Wednesday night — kitchen table, coat on, not sleeping Dear Mom, I've been sitting here for two hours trying to write this letter and deleting it and starting again. So I'm just going to write it the way it actually is tonight, which is not tidy. I did the spreadsheets today. Three hours of numbers, clients, invoices, the ordinary machinery of my ordinary life humming along as if I hadn't spent yesterday in a forest clearing being told that three pe

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Jul 94 min read


8.What Edmund told me. I'm still sitting with it.
June Oakcrest. Tuesday— late, kitchen table, tea gone cold. Dear mom, I promised I'd write it down so here it is. We sat in the clearing for a long time. Edmund and I, on two stones at the edge of the wildflower field. He speaks slowly and carefully, the way people speak when they have learned that words have weight. He made tea on a small camp stove—I didn't ask about the camp stove— and he told me about himself first, which I understood was his way of earning the harder th

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Jun 275 min read


7. The Oak and Edmund.
Post No.7. Monday morning June Oakcrest. Monday—an offering the best way to begin. Work starts tomorrow. I have spreadsheets, three patient clients, and a laptop that has been giving me reproachful looks since the weekend. Today I was supposed to be responsible. Instead, I was in the garden by nine. I put on your coat. I took the honey from the market and a small cup of water, exactly the way your notebook described—mixing them to pour at the roots, an offering, not a depo

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Jun 254 min read


6. Mom, where are you? I need to ask you something.
Post No.6. Sunday June Oakcrest. Sunday—the drawer that won't open. Dear Mom, I woke up this morning with one thing on my mind. Finding answers. After making coffee, I went through the house, not snooping but trying to channel the observant energy of Sherlock—or better yet, Enola Holmes. But it was the study at the back—the one with the window looking directly out at the oak—that pulled me in first. ✦ ✦ ✦ The door opened, and the scent reached me before I'd even stepp

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Jun 235 min read


5. Dot knew Exactly which cake to give me.
June cosy misterious story about the market place

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Jun 205 min read


4. I had the strangest Dream. Or I don't think it was a dream.
Dear Mom, I found your house Post No.4. Saturday morning, very early. June Oakcrest. Before coffee. Possibly before full consciousness. Dear Mom, I fell asleep on the sofa last night with your plant journal open on my chest and all the lights still on. I don't remember deciding to sleep. One moment I was reading your notes on the wood sorrel— I read that line twice, actually, the one where you wrote that it tastes like something that has been keeping a secret. I don't know wh

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Jun 184 min read


3.The town knows something. Nobody is saying what.
Dear Mom, I found your house. Post No.3. First trip into town. June oak crest. Friday afternoon— back before dark I promised. Dear Mom, I went to town. I found people. Human ones, which—after two days of squirrels with opinions and forests with door policies- felt genuinely novel. The town is small but not sad about it. One main street, a hardware store, a bookshop that looked like it hadn’t reorganized since 1980 and was fine with that, a little market with vegetables outsid

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Jun 165 min read


2.The squirrel followed me the whole way...
Dear Mom, I found your house. Post No. 2. First morning in the forest. June Oakcrest. Thursday— first days of spring, as it turns out. Dear mom, I went into the forest, I said I would and I did— proper boots, fully charged phone, GPS signal on. I found a gap in the hawthorn at the bottom of the garden and stepped through. The road noise disappeared completely. In its place came the scent of rich damp soil, green moss, and cold air carrying the unmistakable feel that something

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Jun 65 min read


1.Dear Mom, I found your house and your squirrels have been expecting me
Post No.1 First evening. June Oakcrest. New Jersey. Written after two cups of your mystery tea. Dear Mom, I just got here three hours ago and I already feel like I've been mildly adopted by the place. I have so many questions... First of all- why have I never visited before? I pulled up to the house and just sat in the car for a second, thinking: what exactly was I doing all these years? Because this place is absurdly charming. Truly. I don't even know what I was expecting, b

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Jun 43 min read


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