June Oakcrest

Post No. 9 June Oakcrest ·Wednesday night — kitchen table, coat on, not sleeping Dear Mom, I've been sitting here for two hours trying to write this letter and deleting it and starting again. So I'm just going to write it the way it actually is tonight, which is not tidy. I did the spreadsheets today. Three hours of numbers, clients, invoices, the ordinary machinery of my ordinary life humming along as if I hadn't spent yesterday in a forest clearing being told that three pe

Dear friends, These last few days at my mom's have been... a lot. Surprises, doubts, questions, fear. The kind of days where you can feel yourself starting to unravel a little. And yet — I don't think I would have made it through without this place. The house itself, the nature around it, and a few good souls who showed up at just the right moment. Something here has been holding me. Quietly, but steadily. It made me think about this — do you ever feel that a place, or the we

June Oakcrest. Tuesday— late, kitchen table, tea gone cold. Dear mom, I promised I'd write it down so here it is. We sat in the clearing for a long time. Edmund and I, on two stones at the edge of the wildflower field. He speaks slowly and carefully, the way people speak when they have learned that words have weight. He made tea on a small camp stove—I didn't ask about the camp stove— and he told me about himself first, which I understood was his way of earning the harder th

Post No.7. Monday morning June Oakcrest. Monday—an offering the best way to begin. Work starts tomorrow. I have spreadsheets, three patient clients, and a laptop that has been giving me reproachful looks since the weekend. Today I was supposed to be responsible. Instead, I was in the garden by nine. I put on your coat. I took the honey from the market and a small cup of water, exactly the way your notebook described—mixing them to pour at the roots, an offering, not a depo

Post No.6. Sunday June Oakcrest. Sunday—the drawer that won't open. Dear Mom, I woke up this morning with one thing on my mind. Finding answers. After making coffee, I went through the house, not snooping but trying to channel the observant energy of Sherlock—or better yet, Enola Holmes. But it was the study at the back—the one with the window looking directly out at the oak—that pulled me in first. ✦ ✦ ✦ The door opened, and the scent reached me before I'd even stepp

Dear friends, Another Sunday at my mom's house. How have you been? I've been sitting with my coffee this morning — made with cardamom this time, which changes everything. There's something about that spice that slows the cup down, makes it feel less like habit and more like a small ceremony. Matteo first put it in front of me without warning, and I've been thinking about it ever since. If you've never tried it, I hope you will. And if you have a version of your own — cold, sp

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Dear Mom, I found your house Post No.4. Saturday morning, very early. June Oakcrest. Before coffee. Possibly before full consciousness. Dear Mom, I fell asleep on the sofa last night with your plant journal open on my chest and all the lights still on. I don't remember deciding to sleep. One moment I was reading your notes on the wood sorrel— I read that line twice, actually, the one where you wrote that it tastes like something that has been keeping a secret. I don't know wh

Dear Mom, I found your house. Post No.3. First trip into town. June oak crest. Friday afternoon— back before dark I promised. Dear Mom, I went to town. I found people. Human ones, which—after two days of squirrels with opinions and forests with door policies- felt genuinely novel. The town is small but not sad about it. One main street, a hardware store, a bookshop that looked like it hadn’t reorganized since 1980 and was fine with that, a little market with vegetables outsid

Dear friends, I'm over at my mom's house for these first few days, and being here has me thinking... do any of you have moments like this? Like—has an animal ever looked at you in a way that felt oddly knowing? Have you ever felt genuinely moved by a tree? Has something a little mysterious ever happened in a house or a new place that you couldn't explain? I keep hoping that these things mean something—and honestly, I really hope I'm not alone in that. 😄 Tell me everything. W

Dear Mom, I found your house. Post No. 2. First morning in the forest. June Oakcrest. Thursday— first days of spring, as it turns out. Dear mom, I went into the forest, I said I would and I did— proper boots, fully charged phone, GPS signal on. I found a gap in the hawthorn at the bottom of the garden and stepped through. The road noise disappeared completely. In its place came the scent of rich damp soil, green moss, and cold air carrying the unmistakable feel that something

Post No.1 First evening. June Oakcrest. New Jersey. Written after two cups of your mystery tea. Dear Mom, I just got here three hours ago and I already feel like I've been mildly adopted by the place. I have so many questions... First of all- why have I never visited before? I pulled up to the house and just sat in the car for a second, thinking: what exactly was I doing all these years? Because this place is absurdly charming. Truly. I don't even know what I was expecting, b